*curls up in bed and pulls the covers to her chin*

[Meredith]

Uuugh, I watched a Lets Play! video of Fear today- I will get no sleep this night! D:

...which will REALLY suck when I have to go to work at 5:30 am!

I haven't been on in a while, which you will all roll your eyes at me because ..erm... that's just how I seem to be with websites lately. Me and the internet have a Love/Hate relationship.. On the one hand, I can be myself, open and loud and enthusiastic and I can write all I want and I can just have fun- On the other hand, people can hurt me, they can betray me easier here, they can break my heart, make me hate myself, neglect me, and more.

I come online to interact with people... and as everyone knows, I am extremely sensitive. Something I have tried to work on, but this OCD thing doesn't help. : P.

I left IiS last time because I just fell back into that role of getting hurt about things that should not have hurt me, or more I shouldn't have let them hurt me. I am not back to Rp right now either, it doesn't even look like Gym comes on anymore anyways...

I just wanted to pop in to check on everyone. I have honestly quit the internet, uhm, hopefully for good... I have gotten a new job at a Bakery- I am going to be a cake decorator ! , which, if I have some time I will post some of my work ; ).

I want to hear about everyone else though...

[Deleted]

Damn, work thaqt early suuuuuucks. I barely got home before 5:30 this morning. Gym comes on but I know she's busy a lot, I usually talk to her on MSN.

I've just been working a lot, trying to finish up the semester, I have finals week after next and I'm soooo not looking forward to those, but at the same time I am because I want to get them over with so I can get started on break. And party. Lots of partying. I've been going out to the club 2-3 times a week. I was trying to leave at like 1am because I was getting siiiickkkkk. I drank too much too fast when I got there at like 9pm. But I locked my keys in my Jeep like a dumbass and had to call my insurance company to send someone out to help me get into it. Then I decided not to leave and stayed til they were kicking people out, kind of. They don't really kick people out til they're ready to go home. It's ballin, I'm there way too much, but the owner and the bartenders all know me and they give me discounted drinks all night even though discounts end at 11pm, so I just have to go with like $20 and get cruuunk. And hang out with hot lesbians, which I am super down with. It's my new favorite place. Though I've been hanging out with this guy I know and his family and friends, who are all like 35+ so I'm the baby. But I keep getting in trouble with my therapist for doing that because I keep going over there and doing inhalants. Which I thought was okay because it's legal and I'm not smoking weed, but apparently my therapist prefers weed to inhalants.

[Meredith]

Your going to make fun of me, but after my 21st, I never want to drink hard liquor again D: . I partied a little too hard... ahahaha, a guy had to pick me up at a bar, and then he and his buddy practically escorted us to our hotel - thinking they were going to come in with us. Apparently I hugged them each when we got there, yelled loudly "YOU helped me up! I love you! Thank you! " over and over until my sister pulled me away.

Annnnd that was the last good thing of the night. I slept for like an hour- got sick-- slept for a few hours- got sick again- went home- got sick again, and spent the rest of the day curled up on my couch watching movies

[Deleted]

Hahaha, I totally understand. I went too hard on my 21st and got help back to my hotel by 4 police officers on Bourbon Street. It was baller, but I got into a fight with a brickwall, oops. But it's what you have to do! If you don't embarrass yourself on your birthday or a few times within the year after, you're doing 21 wrong. Thankfully, I know how to make it to a toilet in the club/bar, because some people puke in the club I go to and it makes me feel less bad. And then I feel even less bad when the super sexy bartender, Abbi, compliments my "drinking like a beast.".

[Gymnast]

Hey Swissyyyyyy! Hey Arielllllllll!

So, I've dropped off the internet for the last month and a half, too. xD

Gonna make this short, 'cause I gotta run... but... HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII! Congrats on the job (I did some cake decorating for a while, ran my own business for about two years out of the home... love doing it!)! Annnnnd luff you both lots and lots and lots. =]